Wednesday, January 28, 2009

In Limbo

Even though you can’t see it, the quote at the top of our blog reads “If you want to make God laugh, tell him your plans”. I didn’t know how true this statement would be even just a few months ago.
I haven’t given many details about what is going on with David in the Army and our family. Some of you know what’s going on and some of you don’t.
David swore in with the US Army in July. He contracted with them to serve in the US Army Reserves and they contracted that they would train him as an LPN. He entered Basic Training on October 30.
He started out very well and was keeping up with the recruits 10 years younger with him. He excelled in the shooting part (sorry that’s as detailed as I get-he knows all of the different gun names and stuff) and knew a lot about the military jargon and such before he even went in.

About the second or third week of training, he noticed that his upper back was really hurting him. This was after he had to carry a 200-pound soldier for a run. He went to the doctor and was given Ibuprofen and stretches to do. The pain just got worse and started moving to his arm. While he was experiencing the pain, he was still able to do the pushups, situps, and running that was required, even though it was really painful.
A little while after his arm started to hurt, it also began to lose its strength. This was something that he couldn’t control, no matter how hard he tried, or how much he pushed through the pain, if there was no strength in his arm, he couldn’t do as many pushups.
He went back to the doctor and was told first it was a cold, then pneumonia, then carpal tunnel syndrome. Each one of these diagnoses took a week of waiting and just dealing with the pain and weakness in between visits.
Just before he came home at Christmas, he was sent to a Physical Therapist who adjusted his back, gave him Ibuprofen and stretches (sound familiar?). When he was home at Christmas, he was in constant, almost unbearable pain, though the people around us couldn’t tell ‘cuz he bore it so well. He had a hard time using his left arm to lift anything heavier than 10 pounds. The hardest thing for him was that he couldn’t rough house with his boys. He still carried them with his right arm.
We decided to take him to the doctor while he was home. We had to take him to an Army doctor, which is 45 minutes away. The first thing he said to David was “what do you expect me to do?” and acted like we were idiots for even thinking about coming there. He said that he could not order an MRI ‘cuz David is officially stationed in Missouri. He examined David and offered, you guessed it, more pain medication. The fact that he said he could not order an MRI confirmed our suspicions that that is what he needed.
(By the way, he was taking the strongest doses of pain medication that he could and it does absolutely nothing for the pain).
We thought maybe if we went to the ER, they would give him an MRI. After waiting for 5 hours, he was given a CAT scan which told us that he did not have cancer. Though we are very grateful that that is not the case, we suspected that it was something other than cancer that was causing the problem. The ER doctor told him that he needed to come back the next day for an MRI.

That’s where the problem was…since that would no longer be emergency care, it would not be covered under military insurance unless we got it approved. I spent a few hours the next day on the phone being passed from person to person to finally find out that only his base health care department could approve it…and they were all closed down for Christmas and wouldn’t be back until after David had to report back.
Needless to say, we were pretty frustrated with all this red tape.

So…David went back to training with no real answers. His right arm started to hurt and then lose strength and by the time he arrived on base, he was in the worst pain of his life due to the bus ride and turbulent plane ride. I thought for sure he could go to the hospital and tell them he couldn’t use either of his arms and that he was in excruciating pain and they would see that he needed immediate attention. WRONG
He just had to wait it out and go about his normal routine. When finally saw a doctor, they told him he could only see the last doctor that he saw, and made him wait another few days.
The Physical Therapist told him he definitely needs an MRI, but they had to put him in traction first…for a week and a half.
After that did nothing to help him, he said that he would refer him to the neurologist. The neurologist was supposed to call and set up the appointment.

David waited a week and didn’t hear from him. So he went back to his referring doctor who called. They said ‘you haven’t been answering your phone’…ummm he’s in Basic and his phone is confiscated. This is something that they should know and they should know that they have to call his Drill Sergeants to set up the appointment. But they didn’t. This was last Friday, and they set up his appointment for Thursday morning (1/29/2009).
So…after having this injury for 3 months and seeing it progress to the point that he can’t even hold his 8-pound rifle for more than a couple minutes, he is still just being passed around and hasn’t even had an MRI to diagnose the problem. From the research we have done and the doctors we have talked to, it sounds like nerve damage. But it’s impossible to know how bad or what treatment he will need without an MRI.
Needless to say, we are pretty tired of this whole situation.
Since he can no longer participate in training, David just sits all day. Doing nothing. He can read his scriptures and the military handbook and that’s all…all day long…and eat. Not to mention the way his sergeants treat him.
Even with being in pain for most of his training, he has completed all but 3 weeks of it. But, since he has not been able to participate, he will have to start over. I’m just hoping they will be able to fix him.
He will have missed his LPN training. Supposedly they are phasing it out, so he may have missed it for good-we are hoping not, though.
We have been talking about other options, now that there is a possibility that they may just discharge him. We have pretty much decided that if he is discharged, we will move to Provo and he will finish his education at BYU. Since we have our house being rented, it's just as easy to move there as somewhere out here and the benefits of being out there are greater. We both feel good about this decision.
The only thing is that we just don’t know. We don’t know what his injury is or what the extent of it is. We don’t know what it will take to rehabilitate. We don’t know if he will stay with the Army. And the hardest thing is we don’t know when we will see each other again.
But…we do know that God is watching over us and guiding us. We know that we both felt that joining the military was the right thing for our family at that time. We may not know yet why our plans have taken a detour, but we are trying really hard to have faith that it is for our own good. I guess if we knew the reasons for everything, there would be no reason to have faith.

So, that’s why we are in limbo right now. We are excited to move on with the next phase of our lives, wherever that may be.

12 comments:

The Kammeyers said...

Thanks for sharing your thoughts, Kristalyn! We wish the absolute best for you and your family. Hopefully they'll figure out what's going on with David soon, and that everything else will fall into place. I'm sure it will! As you said, the Lord is watching over you and guiding you. You are an awesome family, and I know you will be blessed. :)

P.S. If it turns out you decide to move to Utah, at least you'll have some great friends in the area. ;)

~Lauren

AJ and Cindy said...

I had tears in my eyes the whole way down this post. It hurts me so much to see my family suffering, and it makes me so mad at the way they have been treating David. I wish I could do something, but we pray for all four of you every day and night and we know that you will receive answers to our prayers. I just want him to not be in any pain, it makes me so sad :( we are really hoping moving to Utah works out!! WE love you all so much!!

Aspen said...

Wow Kristalyn! I had no idea all of this was going on. That is such a joke and you are handling it so much better than I would. Is it bad that I secretly think that you should move to Utah? :) Please keep us updated on what is happening.

Diana said...

Wow, even though we have known everything that is going on, just to read it from beginning to end is so upsetting! I can't believe that they have been so unhelpful, and that he has had to suffer so badly. You have stayed so strong through this all, and I admire you so much. I pray that you gys will get some answers soon. It's a shame that this is the treatment that the men and women that devote their lives to serving our country get.

. said...

What a nightmare! It's "interesting" to see how things are handled in the government, isn't it? Stay strong!

Babzanne Barker said...

Wonderful blog, Kristalyn. I love your faith--as President Hinckley used to say "Things have a way of working out." I know they will, and I'm so grateful that you and David know that too. In the meantime, if it helps to know this, we love having you and the boys staying with us! It is a special blessing to us that we will always hold dear.

Tamie said...

YIKES! how frustrating that is! so sorry that you're getting the runaround
(btw: how do you know marcie christensen?)

AO said...

Kristalyn,

I feel terrible knowing I was in the category of being clueless. I am so sad for you in how you are being treated, and the things going on. I will pray for you and your family, and I keep telling myself that things do work out in the end. Ryan is still looking for a job, so I'm still working, but we are hanging in there. LIfe does truly go on a different path so many times than what we expect, but if we stay in tune with the Spirit, than it truly does work out. And know you are TOTALLY coming over for dinner if you move to Utah. You are in my prayers...I admire your faith and attitude!

candace said...

This makes me so angry! Giving David the runaround and treating him horribly when he can't help it. I really hope that things get taken care of soon. We can definitely help out with prayers. This is so frustrating, but you guys are so awesome and have such faith. Things will work out :) If you move to Utah you'll kinda be closer to us. Keep us posted!

. said...

Oh, this hurts my heart to read about this! How frustrating! Not only for David, but for you. I can't begin to imagine the annoyance you felt on the phone, being passed from person to person. I am praying for you both, and hope the medical people can figure out what the heck is wrong. Thank goodness he doesn't have cancer, with the test that was run. But I'm sure that doesn't help your frustration, know that david's still in pain. Hang in there girl.

Jamie W said...

That is awful!! I am so sorry! i hope you get answers soon. Keep us posted on what you ind out!

Linda said...

Sounds to me like someone in the military is trying to get him to quit so they won't have to be responsible for his health care.
Have you tried talking to your state senator or representative?